Here’s my report on your progress. You’re not struggling to embody a delusional state of perfection as it’s imagined by others. Rather, you’re becoming an ever-more soulful version of your idiosyncratic self, evolving slowly but surely. You aren’t dazedly trudging a narrow track laid down by thousands of sheep. Instead, you’re lively and creative as you bushwhack a path through the wilderness. To celebrate this ongoing success, get a new power object symbolizing your inventive devotion.